November 24, 2006
ah mmmmmmmmmm
so i was browsing through friendster. one profile leads to another. i stopped at this particular profile. a profile of a stranger. a female if you must know. i was very disturbed by it. and i wondered how an established web page like this could allow full...frontal...nudity.yeap. you heard me.i just stopped and pondered a moment. alright, no doubt i have friends who feel comfortable being a little less clothed than the usual, you know, skimpy. and have no problem with being a little more pronounce once in a while for attention to feel good. perfectly normal. though......am not too sure it is at peoples' best interest or even comfort to witness nudity in a legal, controlled (or so i thought) website. well....*looks up and down* to a certain degree of people that is. *clears throat* as quoted from my dear friend, "99% of the guys are perverts. the other 1% are liars." noottt so much on the liar part...focus on the erm, other bit. tee-heee.it is a little incomprehensible at times, as to why the world has become so hay-wire. don't be mistaken. i do not, by any means, trying to go against the flow or change the way things already are at present. i just like to drown myself in deep thoughts about this and that. and since the existence of blogs came about, i decided to draw it out. anywayyyyy......back to the world being hay-wire and all. a conversation with my dear old friend through the msn triggered something. she claims my display pic to be rather, and i quote, "ah lian". and she gave a silly comment about the way i looked in the photo. being a wee-bit annoyed, i glance over to HER display pic. i hmmph-ed and well, bits of the shorten conversation went like this :everybody loves rachel *eggloogloo.blogspot.com* says:SMALL SCHOOL GIRL?Juliana. says:hahahha fucker la u..damn babiJuliana. says:yeahJuliana. says:SMALL SCHOOL GIRLeverybody loves rachel *eggloogloo.blogspot.com* says:preppy Juliana. says:like...damn ah lienJuliana. says:HAHAHHAHHAHAHAeverybody loves rachel *eggloogloo.blogspot.com* says:hmmm, well. i AM chineseeverybody loves rachel *eggloogloo.blogspot.com* says:im not suprise if i give out some of the vibesJuliana. says:u dont have to be ah lien just cos ur chinese!everybody loves rachel *eggloogloo.blogspot.com* says:have the tendency toeverybody loves rachel *eggloogloo.blogspot.com* says:ermJuliana. says:hahahhahahJuliana. says:sickoeverybody loves rachel *eggloogloo.blogspot.com* says:i am NOTeverybody loves rachel *eggloogloo.blogspot.com* says:you claim soeverybody loves rachel *eggloogloo.blogspot.com* says:so, i cant do nything but to accept with an open heart and mind (^^,)Juliana. says:hahhahahahhahahahhahahahhahahhaahhahhahahahaJuliana. says:u turned into some zen kinda person edi issit now???everybody loves rachel *eggloogloo.blogspot.com* says:well, at least im taking conventional pictures, where my face is in place of focuseverybody loves rachel *eggloogloo.blogspot.com* says:dont know what the world came to that people start taking photos of cameras covering half their facesJuliana. says:hahahha fucker wats tat suppoes to meaneverybody loves rachel *eggloogloo.blogspot.com* says:*blink blink*Juliana. says:hahhaha fuck u lahJuliana. says:it s just the same as how ppl use their hair to cover half their faces!everybody loves rachel *eggloogloo.blogspot.com* says:hmmmeverybody loves rachel *eggloogloo.blogspot.com* says:not ENTIRELY trueeverybody loves rachel *eggloogloo.blogspot.com* says:hair IS part of the bodyeverybody loves rachel *eggloogloo.blogspot.com* says:camera....last time i check, dont think soeverybody loves rachel *eggloogloo.blogspot.com* says:unless they start implanting cameras everybody loves rachel *eggloogloo.blogspot.com* says:coz.......its.........kuleverybody loves rachel *eggloogloo.blogspot.com* says:the world is SO gone, i have lost trackJuliana. says:hahahha shaddup la uJuliana. says:i need to go pee
nonsense.
well, i shan't be so narrow minded. there is a certain degree of excellence in photography and a certain mystery to it. different angles and different objects projects a certain different liveliness and exoticness to the picture altogether (although i pretty much doubt there's any photographers blood running through the arteries of this little butch i've known for 4 years)
arggghh. so much to say, but so lazy to continue.
this was the picture she was referring to as "ah lian" by the way :

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