:: rachel. more than just a word ::
...Rachel. More Than Just A Word...
May 25, 2006
GOOD.................OR BAD?
you know how sometimes in life, you have a few people whom you're really close with, your soulmate, your confidant, your rock, whom you share everything with, go KERAEZEE with, hang out with almost everyday....and then one day. BOOM. your relationship just ends. well. isn't that just so cliche of life....
sometimes, you just can't take the way the treat you. and you being you...you just keep everything inside. she hits you. she insults you. then you think, it's just her. i should just accept the way she is. she treats you like her chaffeur. she backstabs you. or sometimes even worst, she talks about YOU in front of YOU. she smses her friend to bitch about you while you're ALSO in the car, driving. she decides your lunch. she bosses you around. she NEVER appreciates your help. no thank you. no sorry. no nothing.
no matter what. you just can't say NO.
you look back. pause. think to yourself.....why am i allowing this to happen in my life? THEN you decided to show her a little bit of how she is like. THEN you start to throw a little bit of tantrum when she bosses you. THEN you reach to a point where you can't take it in anymore. THEN.....you just stop communicating with her.
she screams. she yells. she cries. she begs. she pleads.
you were suprise...how on earth can i be so heartless towards her? this side of *me* has NEVER been revealed.....you keep BEGGIN God for forgiveness and to show her the light.....to help her.
now. she HATES you to your guts. she doesn't wanna have ANYTHING to do with YOU. she sees you and she STARES away. she probably wanna SPIT at your face when she passes you by.
she HATES YOU. she HATES YOU. she HATES YOU.
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one day. you text her. to see how she is doing. somehow...for some reason...you just miss her.
she has changed. ALOT. she has gone through alot of hue and cry after we "broke up". she took a turn in life. she's not half the brat she is anymore.
question is.....did you do GOOD or did you do BAD? she has learnt. she is more appreciative and thankful. but you put her through hell to get her there.
did *me* do good or did *me* do bad?
7:45:00 PM
the one who speaks
rachel
bits and crumbs
Once upon a time there was a cow. Yes. A cow. And this cow had a friend. Friend was a sheep. See, both of them were green. In that place they lived in, all things were made green. The mushrooms, the potato land, the trees, the mosquitoes. And suddenly came down a star, CRASHING down to their planet, and ALL things became kalerful! And that star was ME. Rachelli. Ngyahahaha. *Scwoll down pwease*
