:: rachel. more than just a word ::
...Rachel. More Than Just A Word...
May 27, 2006
DOES THINGS HAVE TO WORK THAT WAY?
is it just *me*or does bad things has to hit you, all in one day? it just comes shooting you like thousands of nails off a staple gun! i can almost say, it CAN'T be LUCK. see, to *me*, luck....doesn't really exist. it sorta works like a....placebo, to make some people feel better in some....odd ways.
i checked up Cambridge for the definiton of the word 'luck'. i bet you, whoever who's reading this can't define this particular word. its like most of the words we know. we know it but not exactly know know it.....yeah....ANYWAY, luck. hmMm. it's defined as...(here comes! here comes!)...
"the force that causes things, especially good things, to happen to you by chance and not as a result of your own efforts or abilities"
hmmMmm. when googled for "the history of luck", there is no clear cut explaination or precise description of it. this 'luck' thingy, is somehow associated with EVERYTHING else but itself. there's "HISTORY and LUCK". there's "WEATHER HISTORY FOR LUCK". there's "GOOD LUCK and BAD HISTORY". but no HISTORY OF LUCK. farnee how they can make it a noun. even farnee-er they can make it exist! so surreal and naive. tsk tsk. like they have got nothing to blame on and refuse to put blame on self, so they simply come up with a term and make people believe in it.
i don't know why. whenever something bad happens to *me*, it sorta attracts other bad things and starts this whole chain of bad things to be happenin on rachel! and it gets to *me* EVERYTIME! it drives *me* keraezeee and puts *me* to the lowest mode. is it coz when you know once you start your day off badly, you would somehow see things more on the negative side, like,say, a negative outcome for everything you do? ...or.....it's just coz youre....jinxed for the day..?
and again, jinx. other thing which is non-explanatory. but comparatively speaking, i believe in this jinx thing.
let me outline one of those bad days of mine to you. YUP. bad DAY. almost considerably a whole dang day. almost 24 hours of continouos bad things hitting on *me*.
:: one day, phone ran out of battery in the mid of my sleep.
:: woke up late coz alarm was out with the phone.
:: got out of bed.
:: of all days, shower had super low water pressure that day.
:: late for class.
:: raining.
:: stuck in a jam.
:: couldn't find parking.
:: found parking after several turns around coll.
:: when paying for parking, it got up to RM3.80 (RM4 for a whole day parking) and machine got jammed. ALL my coins shoot out like some machine with major diarrhoea.
:: got into class drenched wet.
:: in class FREEZING my butt off for 3 hours.
:: during break, wanna go print out assignment in the college's web.
:: diskette could print EVERYTHING else BUT my actual ESSAY. had to go HOME during class and RETYPE and REFINE the whole essay.
:: went to the web to print (5 minutes till bio lecturer rejects the projects), printer 1 got stuck. couldn't print. switch to printer 2, GEZEBILLIONS of souls with spoiled printer waiting for their stuff to be printed out.
:: RAAAAAAANNNNN to the HIGHEST floor and FURTHEST class to hand it in.
the rest of the day? i spend it in bed to put a stop to all the bad things from keeping coming on to *me*.
for that ONE particular day, which i remember the sequence so clearly by the way, i felt like a total magnet. and if i continually get it, i know i'll behlowww....
4:12:00 PM
the one who speaks
rachel
bits and crumbs
Once upon a time there was a cow. Yes. A cow. And this cow had a friend. Friend was a sheep. See, both of them were green. In that place they lived in, all things were made green. The mushrooms, the potato land, the trees, the mosquitoes. And suddenly came down a star, CRASHING down to their planet, and ALL things became kalerful! And that star was ME. Rachelli. Ngyahahaha. *Scwoll down pwease*
